blogging.

until now. this very moment, I have avoided blogging.
what is a blog? why would i blog?
i mean.. i journal, i think, i vent, i rant, i praise, and i live. Shouldnt that be enough?
the answer is no.

i have been thinking alot lately about my lost relationships, and how much they mean to me.
the Gray family in south africa, the countless people i have met on trips, old friends from school and so on..
it is exhausting trying to keep in touch and keep the spark in these relationships alive.
but if everyone kept a blog, i could keep up-to-date on their lives, how their feeling and whats going on.. on my own time, in my own way. maybe i'm just to lazy? or maybe each relationship is meant to be around for that particular season? either way .. this is my way .. of letting you stay in my life.. if you'd like to be in..

so welcome. .. or welcome back?

either way..

whats going on you may ask?
i dont even know where to start.. ha ha ha
summer is a good place.. everyone likes summer!
summer was epic.
i took on a new role, an interesting role, that challenged, stressed, and excited me.
from this summer i have gained a new respect for teenagers, a love for young woman trying to make it in this cruel society, and a general appreciation for the things i have in life.

this fall.. things are back to 'normal'
Paula, Kenny, and i working away on service in the kitchen at MW.
serving is definately my calling.
i have finally applied to YWAM for a dts.. i know .. i know.. took me long enough right...
.. this has been a huge step .. no wait leap of faith..
but as a good friend said.. just gotta trust where God is calling me.

well dear friends.. and random internet strangers..
im off to bed.
im still battling a cold and need to wake up bright and early tomorrow morning!


blessings!

(and yes i know.. before you say anything.... i know i didnt use any of my grade 3 grammar in this entire blog.. but .. its my blog.. so im allowed.. :) )